Suppose i’m happy instead of crying in deep down of my heart 
but I had learn how to be a patient person without calling or yelling at another person’s fault. Yes it’s because the situation making me like this…
Last night, I had think, after I had finish my Isya’ pray, I just sit down and thinking for what I felt at that day. The circumstances became vice versa when my cute little niece trying to break down my bedroom’s door and yelled at me while she said ‘i..i..iing’ 
with d sound of ‘cempreng’ hehehe directly my bedroom became colorful, just a tiny different between what i was thinking and played with my niece 
, but when I saw my niece smiling, yelling and staring at me, I just know that this world is very beautiful for her, but why we as adolescents became too greedy, wants everything even we don’t need that much. Hm…look at this little ‘Maisa’ niece, what she think is about life right now, what will happen next, even she herself, doesn’t know.. Allah have everything to decide…. gosh!! I wish I could be this cool everyday..unfortunately not 
After I’d drove my niece to got out from my room hehehe I continued my thoughts, I grabbed my Qur’an and start to read any kind of surah…i’d got QS. ar-Rum (30) : 23 ‘Dan di antara tanda-tanda kekuasaan-Nya ialah tidurmu di waktu malam dan siang hari dan usahamu mencari sebagian dari karunia-Nya. Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu benar-benar terdapat tanda-tanda bagi kaum yang mendengarkan’
after several minutes I’d try to understand the meaning insight, yap…closely to what I’d felt that day…Allahu Akbar!!!!… Allah Maha Tahu…
The day after, alias besokannya, gw brangkat ke kantor dgn perasaan sedikit lebih baek, meskipun gw rada males juga dgn beban di kepala gw, tapi works must go on. So, gw mendarat di kantor, 1 jam pertama oke…2 jam masih oke…masuk jam ke-3 lumayan….after Jumatan si cowok2 en kita si cewek2 makan, the real condition emerge, en klimaksnya, gw diomelin di depan anak2 laen……how I am supposed to deal with it??!!!!
Tapi gw langsung inget ma Qur’an yg gw baca the night before, sabar In…sabar In…lu tau ini semua bukan cobaan tapi sesuatu yg emang harus lu hadapin, dan nanti ada saatnya lu menerima hasil dari kesabaran itu….
Yap that’s it SABAR…IKHLAS…tuh beraaaaaaaattttt bangettttt!!!!! tapi ya itulah fungsi kita dikasih otak, mikir buat apa dikasih hati, jantung, otak kalo ga dimanfaatin untuk think!!! once again THInKKK!!! Allah kasih kita otak buat berpikir ya thats it…. semoga Allah menjadikan kita kaum yang mengerti…amin… 
Time to go HOMEE…finally!! 
Hepi Wiken all… cao cao 
